I'm missing you little one.
Why did things turn out this way?
So many things cross my mind, and yet I know you are still here with me... in my heart and mind.
I love you so much.
Every breath I breathe, I feel the tug of my heart strings longing to hold you again.
I patiently wait for the day to hold you in my arms again.
To love you, to see you smile, to see you shining for God.
Know that mommy loves you.
More than ever imaginable.
I miss you my precious boy.
How has it been 8 months since your last heart beats?
It seems like only yesterday that my worst nightmare became reality.
It was but a moment ago that I held you close and kissed your tiny head.
I close my eyes and can still feel your silken hair on my lips.
The grip of your tiny fingers on mine warms my heart and makes me sigh.
I miss you my love.
Mommy loves you so so so so so so much.
Kisses and hugs from mommy....
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I can't imagine the pain you feel. May God bless you with much peace and grace.
ReplyDeleteI was about to say the same thing-I can't imagine! I hope this blog is healing for you-it is inspiring and encourages me that though this life is painful, We have to hold onto the truth that God is good and sovereign.
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