For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb.

I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be.

How precious to me are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them!

Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand.

Psalm 139: 13-18

Our Leo


I prayed for this child, and the Lord has granted me what I asked of Him. So now I give him to the Lord. For his whole life he will be given over to the Lord.

1 Samuel 1:27-28
Showing posts with label names in sand. Show all posts
Showing posts with label names in sand. Show all posts

Monday, July 12, 2010

Leo's Memorial Project!! Come and see how you can help!!

Thank you to EVERYONE who has participated in Leo's Memorial Project!! If you'd like to participate, just come up with a creative way to feature Leo's Name, take a picture of it, and email it to: kellene.maynard@gmail.com. Please be sure to include your first name and the city and state you live in.

This project has truly touched my heart, as it allows for my little man to touch the lives of others even after he has been gone almost a full year. If you'd like to read a little bit about our story click here. Thank you all, and I look forward to seeing more submissions!!

Here is what we have received so far!





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Friday, July 9, 2010

Come be part of a great thing!!



This month marks the one-year anniversary since our son Leo passed away after being born at 30 weeks due to a placental rupture.  The past year has been a rough journey of both sorrow and faith. As we approach this season of remembering, many of you have asked what we were planning to do to remember Leo. After thinking long and hard, and asking other’s their ideas, I have come up with something everyone can participate in to celebrate his life!!

So, if you’d like to participate, here are the details…. I would like to start a Name Memorial for Leo. Find a creative way to write his name and capture it. You can write it in sand, in a letter, on an object, etc. You can incorporate anything you’d like… flowers, balloons, stuffed animals… be creative and have fun with it! The images will be featured on my blogs in a slideshow for everyone to enjoy.

Email your images to: kellene.maynard@gmail.com Please be sure to include you name and where you are from with your submission!!!

Thank you ALL for participating in remembering our little man with us. Your love and support has brought us through the darkest time in our lives. We love you!!







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Sunday, May 9, 2010

Sea Midst and Moments...

Sea midst sprays my face as I gaze upon the sun as it makes it's way
toward the oceans edge. An ember sphere of light casts a golden band
of warmth across the water. Orange light mixes with dazzling blue as
it greets the shore in a sigh. I watch the ebb and flow as water
rushes forward and retreats, pooling among the rocks. Turtles play at
the edge of the reef. Raising their heads, they send smiles my
direction as they quickly dart back under the water as if to play hide
and seek. I watch them in this round of discovery, curiously
wondering what they must be thining. Back along the shore line, three
couples are exchanging vows in the soft light of the evening. Conch
shells call others to join as sacred words are spoken. Under the
umbrella of His creation, we silently inhale the surroundings, hoping
to capture a piece of this scene forever. The sun disappears among the
clouds as its edge lightly grazes the surface of the water. Towering
mountains rise to the heavens, a guide to begining and end. Palm
leaves shutter in the evening breeze. A lullabye of sounds engulf my
ears as I savor the combination of warmth, waves, and wind. Lovers
sit, experiencing new and remembering old. Waves lap at my feet as I
leisurely walk the shores length. Sunlight streams it's way across my
face; it's warmth invites a smile, enveloping me in a firery glow.

Leo; I sketch your name in the sand. It is a race as I attempt to
capture your name before the next wave sweeps it back into the depths
of the sea. Finally, I capture it. This moment freezes in time...
Nothing else matters. For a moment you are here with me. For a moment
all is as it should be. And then, in another instant, it is over. I watch each letter
become erased by sweeping water as it reaches, takes, and retreats
again. Tears fill my eyes as I say goodbye once again. Will the
goodbyes ever end? I feel him with me. The moment overwhelms my
senses. My heart fills my throat, threatening to explode. 

I gaze out as the sun dips low on the horizon. 
The clouds part and glowing orange and pink saturate the sky again.  
Turtles are back to playing, using their limbs to saunter to and fro in the shallow
water surrounding the rocks. They remind me of little ones playing
together without fears or worry. I sigh. I glance behind me to find
newly weds with arms encircled, embracing in this soft light. All is
quiet but the  lapping of waves against our feet. The three couples
are all in white... Like angels floating along waters edge. The depth
of the moment impacts us; even as strangers we recognize the communion
with sky, earth and sea as it creates a clearness of mind.

I stay long after the light is gone; until only a faint glow extends
from the depths of the suns hidden path. I hate leaving. I gather my
things as I step back into the present.  I carry these moments in my
heart as I trek up the beach. My last fleeting glance captures the
light disappearing into utter darkness. It is enough...

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