I've been doing pretty well with managing my grief.
Except this week.
Maybe it is the video we had made...
that beautifully captures Leo's essence.
Maybe it is the Facebook entries from other
complaining about being pregnant.
Maybe it is my fear of trying again in July...
and my 1 in 8 chances that I will have
another placental abruption.
This has been a rough week.
An emotional week.
I know I'll get through it, but I guess as strong as I am,
I even need a break to just grieve.
So many things to think about.
So many things to plan and prepare for.
Above all I have to trust in Him.
That though I am fearful, He is always there.
Missing you today little man. Missing you BIG TIME.
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I remember the pregnant women in my office after I lost my first tubal pregnancy and then ANOTHER baby by tubal pregnancy. Oh they complained, and I GRIEVED. I would have done anything to be pregnant. I cherished carrying Sydney. It was such a joy. I am sad for them, that they don't understand the miracle and gift given to them.
ReplyDeleteIt's okay to grieve and hurt. No one would think you any less of a strong woman that you are. We understand and we cry with you.